Wednesday, May 20, 2009

You are now okay

keep a variety of pills poured into his mouth, smiled and said

Cough … ah … I was smart! If the drug to those guys, and now may be too late to cry all! Me, cough … … and save you Oh!you really want tothe, Oh … …

Get away, who you help me! To life is lost deserve!

Gravely Road Showcold, but his eye is full of worry and moved.

Who in the world saved yourself? It seems, like, absolutely, no! Those who want to be dead as soon as possible okay? Showsuddenly reminded of his mother, and that love is a weakness of his own mother, to see someone else beat him weep when only the mother cried out, she certainly loved him, but she has never lacked the courage to stand up to protect he!

You39re toothe! Oh, now is actually very moved by it! Do not thank me, why we are brothers, say, I did not do, but a smallinjury, anyway I have no health However, this point is onlyit! I was a kid almost every day this! Anyway, I was the scourge is not die for! ha ha, cough … … cough … … cough … …

Stupid! Pig you are you? Do not speak! called Road Show, his inner agitation is surging, and this guy is it! All of a sudden, show startedcurse seemed to find themselves, and before he had neverBut because it is nonsense, what others can not solve, but also a waste of time, if dissatisfied with the actual surgery will be more, right?

But this guy called, it is actually very happy people! Happy? Is a new term ah!

Become black in the night, a four or five-year-old little boy, alone in the face of three vicious dog, it is known as the West of a ferocious dog, the boy caught immense bite wounds, it seems to stand are required to exhaust the body39s strength.

He is surrounded by a few large young and his children almost.

On ah! Killed him, killed the! Bork, bork, bork the children kept shouting, there are still a clear tone of excitement.

It was through here occasionally, or turn a blind eye to the left, or stood around, as this is an interesting game. They are an expression of sympathy will not vote for him, he can only hate and interesting.

Although the pain faster boys fainted, but his face only stubborn, even if very much hope someone can help him, but he knew that all hope, how he will not be more than semi-throat sound, this will only allow those who bullied him feel more fun, it will only look down on his own even more, heteeth until the beginning of fuzzy line of sight … …

When he woke up when there is no accident that the mothers weep to see the eyes, the mother repeated the same comfort of their own, then repeat to the warm embrace of their own, but the mother can do only those of the!

Since when do not know, he,show no longer believe that anyone has been to others have no hope, he began to understand that in this world is only their most reliable, and relying on others to allow themselves time and again only disappointed, but on their own, but let him feel at ease!

Slowly, he began to change, and started their own fight, with all the bullying their own people to protest.

Vicious dog or wolf also, he will be quickly resolved, those of his fists against the people he will fight mercilessly, life is full of life style, in the outsider He seems almost like a total disregard of his own crazy life, in fact, he knew that he was vulnerable in order to protect the lives of their own!

He became less and less face, eyes and no sentiments, but he can see in the eyes of other people39s more, it has not only offensive, but also a lot of fear!

Fear that they will!

Suddenly,show found him and I know how to survive!

Oh! No, I was smart ah! Oh … … is still keptsmirk, as if he is not at all feel the pain.

Are you smart? I do not see how? The voice of an angry Road.

See? Ah? Haha,is you, ah! pale facebrilliant smile.

Are you crazy? Why should their own life to save that person? spent standing in front ofRoad, not far from angry. In fact, aspent looking for trouble on the,people do not see, he knew that the yellow lightning is just a masterpiece of the.

Hey, yousmall Heng ah.which he is a person?

He is not worth it to save you, and like him relentlessly cold-blooded person, it would not have the slightest bit of gratitude … …

Flower Showaccusationsstill face expressionless, as if nothing like to hear, and even closed their eyes.

He spentread more exciting that way said He … …

Mini-hang, not to mention you had! We are good friends, I do not want to hear that you new key holder no longer criticize the! centuries a rare serious Road.

? spentsee the attitude is simply not acceptable, he has bewitched you?

Oh, I know that you care about me, and I nothing, really! is laughing at, but obviously has a face he does not want to listen top key holder again the subject of expression.

You get days of the blade shortage? Had no choice but to spendasked attention because he is the kind of surface did not knowprinciples, and decide if he also can not change anyone39s personality.

Oh, yes ah! You have not seen that, right? Sister tell you is it? while clutching his heart, cheap key holder he replied with his broad smiles on their faces Road.

Ah. You okay now? flowers look like a painfulasked worried.

I look nothing like the look of it? But I have been accustomed to, key holder and you do not do not know, but I like that every day, we also have to guess, I do not live year-old! Can you see, I do not have still alive? laughed.

In addition, cough … … I did not live enough, I will not easily give up the life … … The more than smile in nostalgia and sadness, so have not yet finished, on theto faint.

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

This appears deserted deserted alley

Tomorrow does not give you food! the use of authority.

Taiwan to get a vigorous start World War II, Zhou Ying so they went behind.

Walking, I went to see what the SUN. Liuon to say excitedly.

I39m at work.

I am a guest. Liu and loudly told, the driver, to the vice squad.

Zhou Ying no justification for him, but waved at the roadside in front of the car came to a halt.

SUN jumping from the wall, with a belly big deal than the number of fingers of a flashlight shining on a license plate number of vehicles, while down in the book, hateful, I see that this is a fake brand! Prostrate on the ground crawling forward to reading the last car, he whispered a curse, was disappointed to stand up and patted his dust.

He surveys a full two months, almost can be sure that this is the most over the past six months a new garages the city place a large number of stolen vehicles, if a piece of paper to have a search warrant, several of my colleagues to help, just leave those hanging on the brand of car can be file, but the problem is that SUN investigate the matter and there is no higher level of permission, he is his own self-willed to investigate here, and if it is found, not in his more than enough to add a disciplinary action is that enough in his complaint to add more than a complaint.

It bored!

Also patrol the middle of the night, and regardless of my life and death.

Line, and nike air jordan18 shoes you do not complain, and we get people who told them their salaries.

Three staff people who look like if one side said, shining the flashlight back and forth holding inspections and slowly walked over. SUN shrink into the body under a vehicle.

Those who do not get how carefully searched, Akira the laps back and forth, there is no vehicle below to see each other or in the words, a person said We have such a great boss should be backing the right there is nothing to fear, why make so carefully.

Another said !

Finally, one person was silent for a while said I think we do this the bosstoo, one day … … He lived close mouth, did not say it.

We just run to work, with nothing less than our share of the head, you worry about the poor!

Is that we come out is not working for money, you go where the work to find such a good salary.a year or so, are you married daughter-in-law at home to build a house does not have enough.

Competent enough, then a year or so … … the beginning of the sentence the man said, voice low continues, all three of the step.

SUN drilling out from under the car, patted him of lime, three people walked towards the direction of, and he came along the way - top of a wall, carefully climbing over the barbed wire outjump jump After look at sighed.

Zhou Ying car turned laps in the streets and do business after a few times, finally fed up with Liu to continue to tease him to get off to a, Zhou Ying not relieved. Car at the junction had been just a street name on it was in the car waving a.

Yes!! Opened a door called SUN, and it is what you … ah … what … … what do you call?

Zhou Ying.

Right, right, I said the name on them in the mouth, Zhou brother to the Central Plains Street. In fact, he did not recall Zhou Ying name, but to say so immediately familiar.

You hurt. Zhou Ying looked at him like an embarrassed to remind him to see him to go the hospital.

SUN broke a hand, he casually tied with a handkerchief, the blood is still out of dialysis, with swollen lips, green eyes, tangled hair waslike, as long as it is like a beaten, and he do not care about how, to a seat on said I go home, what drugs are at home.

What drugs at home are often injured on his behalf, right? Zhou Ying strange question There are people daring to fight the police?

There are, ah, the police would like to make people ah can play the police. SUN rightly said, You mind must be like now, new nike air max 360/90 and 360/95 shoes the police would like to hit people is wrong, right? But 39police39 the word is a matter of course and 39criminals 39corresponds to, and if the offender is a hit has been approved by, the police do not play if not for the police is grossly unfair to you? always have to give the police the same rights, in order to enable the police to uphold justice ah! you said right?

I do not know.

You certainly do not know, because police officers should have is to maintain law and order, not justice, ah! SUN ha ha laugh. Also can not help but smile Zhou Ying, Sun Jian and went on to say I do mind as the maintenance of justice, excluding gains and losses, the police tried their very best, is a million, ah no.

Zhou Yingcan not help but to look closely at him, and want to make sure he was not Liu to change, why not say so, like the tone.

Hey, to the destination, SUN Ying weeks off after the wave, a rare emissary I just sit in your car, this car-free money instead. - In fact, the wallet was robbed them , do not have the money to you, it is so, ah. He went straight in to the buildings, Zhou Ying was seen walking when he pulled a leg, it is clear that the injury than he would also like to look serious.

Zhou Ying, shaking his head, or drove off. With the human and from? Liu is perhaps open to joke with him now.

Zhu Bing car stolen three times in a row at work, Zhou Ying did not expect that one day when we will see such a thing.

Today, he went to drive home the South plume outsidefound that the South did new air jordan six rings women shoes not continue this evening feathers in the hospital work, children will be clamoring for a fire to go south plume, because the basis of its experience, to find her even if there is no monster can be eating can also listen to the story, so angry with a week on the impact knocking the doors of the Southern plume. South plume of course, they are welcome to the arrival, they chat for a while, to the south plume angry about a story, with more than half an hour from her house.

South feathers in front of them to suddenly looked up at the front, Hey, a cry.

Car! Is also called up angry.

There are two shadows standing weeksaffect what side of the car on fire in the southern plume and the time when children speak, one of which has been sitting in the driver opened the door pull.

The car theft, car theft has been! Big angry cried excitedly, Zhou Ying spent only a minute to understand, some people are stealing their car.

People who first got on a vehicle insurance lock open, and the other people around to the other side of the door, but also would like to get on the train.

Are you doing?

The figure emerged so suddenlytwo shocked, they work when the road has always been six eyes, alert, even individuals can have quietly come to the front. Zhou Ying watched carefully, one ordinary young man, plain clothes, carrying the hands of a bunch of car keys, appears to be the owner of the car.

This is a quiet alley, the alley side of a school after the tall wall, on the other side is a small buildingindependent courtyard, South cheap dunk sb shoes feathers like quiet, this kind of accommodation options, which have been quite small building some history, old and not that the lives of some modern facilities are not complete, already included in the scope of the removal, I am afraid I do not know the southern plume what approach to use only so that they retained, but the house, the total also Only 32 people live in the dense vegetation, through flashing lights make it look desolate deserted alley.

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Oscillatoriadays

After the Passion, is a quiet day. Every day we are together, tell each other, over together, the tendernessexperience. I still can not shake off the shadow of her husband39s shadow in my heart, I lost at that time. After several failures, we are no longer the pursuit of unity of body and mind. As long as we can over with, it is satisfied.

Tomorrow he is back on. I said.

I do not care. However, you can not. You come to this step, it is not easy. Do not contacted us first. And other things I have done, I will tell you. By that time, we need not fear the . dark, and we parted reluctantly, I got into the bus, to drive home.

I lived in the suburbs of Beijing, from where I work more than twenty kilometers, it is necessary to do three times car. When I walked down the last bus, I stand in amazement the wife is anxious to take in children waiting for me. Children run around, Iarms Dad, how can you just come back to us the! I hastened to tell a lie I sent the manuscript to the magazine. Quietly pulled my wife39s hand In the future, if, and to make a phone call where I clinics to save other people to worry about. not your eyes, do not come back so late, there was not any one unit, let me worry.

Remember. I pulled his wife39s small hands, a guilty mind. In order to let me feel at ease writing, her take on all the household chores,to get up early every day. To work with children. I was dating and love, and betrayal of her. I … … … … how to I do? Side love my wife, he is the love my lover, my heart on both sides new adidas originals cap involved in the suffering of pain, but at a loss.

Night, I sat at the table alone, a solitary guard, a chaotic mind. I do not know how to do. I can not make a choice. His wife, holding a cup of hot tea in, on my hand. House filled with mellow tea. I had a glass side, a sip, which I am familiar with is the jasmine tea and the favorite. Wife stroking my face You look good.children as soon as possible, do not tired. I39m not tired. I seize his soft little hand, looked at her in silence, she found that it smet caps is very tired, worried look, his eyes appearedchildren. Yes ah, ten years, we recognize a decade. We recognize the first friend, she is less than 2-year-old, his face filled with the vitality of youth. She is the kind of people like the girl, cap not pretty, but it is an informative book. She also likes literature, also attended the Lu Xun Art Institute correspondence courses literature, in the newspaper had little say. We know, new smet caps friend, love, ups and downs through the years of youth. This moment, I feel sorry for her infatuated, but also for their own selfish are despicable.

You have time to date?

How the?

To the computer you buy it.the money. You so over and over again to write, too tired. I told my brother said, he knew the person computer company.

Later. Well it is not to say that this fall we travel the whole family. You do not out off Beijing.

Beijing did not have a what? I would like better, or to buy a computer now. You sit at the table so the first to write every day, I really afraid of you falling diseases. The great majority do really suffer. I was touched by a . I pulled tightly the hands of his wife, as returned to the love season. I feel the swelling again, clinging to his wife. My wife was clinging to my backhand, the pro-me, quietly said The water is hot, you go take a bath, I39ll wait for you.

Ah. I have seen his face a flushing wife, Kerencan not help but sway, can not help but love her.

JIANG Dan has not been news.

A very long time, I have to sit down and write what can not. Fortunately, my wife to buy a computer, I often sat in front of the computer playing games, pass the time. Thursday, the day my wife work at night, I rushed to her son, then units. I led out the door to his son, JIANG Dan is out of flash,scared me. She was naturally posturing yo, this is not a British sub it? How do you here? This is the wife39s unit is located in front of people coming and going, many people know me, so I had to perform together with her Then we children at home. yo, you kids are so big? yo, really beautiful. sweet son called out to her aunt, JIANG Dan a happy bag full of food to aunt gave you he said. Thank you, auntie. lastest hats I do not have to use to send you for some children?

No, very smooth ride.

I led her son and desperate to flee. I know that can never be JIANG Dan occasional here, she has purpose. Sure enough, I go to work the next day, I received her phone number. She is the first sentence I am like your son. Then she went on to say I am prepared to sign the divorce agreement, may run the morning. Can you come tomorrow it? I am not pleased with Well, at home waiting for me.

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Ingenuous

Sunday I break classes, and a lot of friends to play, there are a lot I ugg bags do not know, we went to the KTV, I sat there, watching them sing so glad, so lively, so vibrant! I found that I no longer a child, and their two worlds seems to be, we do not over a wide range of age, but the heart, is already walking a parallel line, and he seemed to never be able to play together, I is a very casual life, and in the workplace over the past year, I changed a lot, become old, not the appearance of old, but old heart! Sometimes I do not want to control my life chores, I just want to have this go on, but sometimes not allowed to manage, every time my sister called me crying, I heard her cry of pain in my heart very much, and sometimes always hard-hearted to do not want to control, but each time for being soft-hearted, to see them again for each compound was very pleased! Sometimes I think they have grown up, no where in my umbrella, they are free to go outside to get wet in the rain, I do not want to use my umbrella to protect ferragamo bags them because they grow up, they can be properly life top dior bags and solve some problems!

Thought I was a child of the people there, but now I have lost heart!

Perhaps the loss of childlike innocence is the loss of happiness, I do not want to be happy, I just want to live the life I now numbness in my eyes is not happy, not happy at the points, so I live every day. On the contrary, I

More like the life!

I would rather not listen to the songs melody, do not listen to the lyrics, only to prevent people bother me as a tool!

This simple life, oblivious to all this, living a life of love, I hope my friends happy

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Feeling pain

Night, sleep has been repeatedly.

Because of the feeling of pain has not subsided slowly … … I think a ed hardy hat lot of night, had wanted to, but I still want to use the text write it down. Because I onlymy heart so I can be calm fishes.

I recall that scene last night, I feel sad about it in the blood … …

Let me recall the feeling of your figure is so fuzzy, I desperately want to think of the what, but found only.

Can only recall that the first meeting of the scene, we are so strong admiration for each other. Needless to say, what seems to each other will be able to pay attention to each other39s heart.

QQ I remember the night you asked me … …

When you asked me the impression of how you like, I say direct the voice of my own.

You are so tender affection for the people, so petite, so people feel the need to care.

Only remember the first time on duty to accompany you.

Only remember the first time travel … … do not write out some of the province of you and me ugly

When I let them struggled, I just have an impulse. Just want to made a SMS would like to forget quickly, hurry up and release.

Because I simply can not afford such a painful torment … … is very hard to find he had lost the memory of

Breaking up with such a long time, and I have been fit, has been living in the memory. See the mutual affection red bull hats has been the love for you a favor, please?

To be so hard for you. So that I can ever wean ourselves off a heavy heart. You say impossible on the line we have. Thank!

I grow hair after a sigh of relief … …

When I received the text message you when my heart is completely relaxed. I finally do not have to fulfill their promise. Because such a person a year is a very hard thing, not to mention I do not want to wait three years, such as the. Have been deeply hurt a girl, only one, only the hope of alleviating my guilt, I fulfilled the commitment of her own I no longer love three years

However, I favor, such as encouraging but you sent me a text message Are you free this evening it? I now feel very good meal with me can it?

I dry the … … I have repeatedly told myself calm, you have repeatedly warned their impossible. That is because I understand you, because you will not change his mind again

But the reason I have been clear, my heart was always thinking, thinking that even if only a glimmer of hope for the poor I would also like to hold, as has already lost too much, I do not want to allow the fishes from the hope that once again I away.

I, pick up the phone give the squad leader to fight the past I do not go to work today, and I even considered absenteeism, it does not matter. I was in Chi Town

I am in a hurry and see you, you know? Would like to know what is refused to give up, or hope. Was already 530 and 630 you have to see me.

If I do will be the car to go home 600

I spite of all, directly call a taxi to go home. Because I need to be prepared, you need to see a new me.

Changing clothes to go home to bathe, wash your hair. And then I saved a little time.

I have not forgotten my promise, I promised to be in next year39s Valentine39s Day to send you a bouquet of roses I promised to eat pizza with you I promise to give you a lifetime of happiness although I can not still remember

So with a little bit of time so I went to buy flowers, for fear of wasting time running to the culture I Street, finally found a florist. But the owner said that the need to purchase, I can not increase the money and let some time. Because I never want to let you and so on, because I know the taste of others

Finally, late or … …

When I ride downto find you, so you still let me down … … morning, hoping that the greater the greater the disappointment

Expression of indifference to tell you what I refused to give up … …

If you cold tell me what is broken heart … … in fact knew this would be directed at but then came a ray of hope

The flowers onto the counter, I still have to do a fitted look very happy and asked you not to eat. At the same time to ask you to eat your pizza.

Already on board and then memorize the lines, but you did not export before the word, you let me incoherent expression

Accompany you go along, we have been in that road to go. Or that road, or that scene, or you go in front of me with you about

When you stop at a restaurant to eat before that, I am very happy. As if to say, may have the opportunity to speak, to have the opportunity to stop and really rare

To do with food, I have not remember how many there have been back many times. Still looking at your eating habits, watching you eat like that … very cute …

Finally have the opportunity to say they want to say, really feel very lastest ed hardy caps happy … … but you have to open so that I can not talk about

I do not know if you have no heart, you know that feeling sad about it? Difficult subject, just like your heart has been bleeding, it can not use language to describe

You say you are now on your boyfriend how good, how the rich silence of his house.

Let me drop the hearts of a thousand battles … … to what I find? Oh … … I slowly come to understand a

You say you are sad, you said your boyfriend, with the odds you you said he did not listen to you, you say a lot between you unhappy … …

To tell the truth, I am not a man. If so, turned away but I think I have done a man can do! Because I have been on about, to meet with you in order to maintain grace, I remember … … When I say that while listening to your advice but you have to side so you know how I feel it? Hard, you know? Heart has been bleeding when I went to eat rice all. To be honest I have the heart to die

Two and a half hours, I would like my life is not more than two and a half hours longer this time. Long so I am afraid, very afraid of their own be able to live

I was trying very hard to do in these, maybe you do not know, you do not know when a love of your People39s News fishes so poor a hope to find when you hear what they are feeling. Perhaps you do not understand things people do not understand what they should do should not be done. In order to alleviate the suffering of their own heart, I have to bite through their lips you know? Because then there is no pain worse pain, and suffering great pain can compare

Accompany you for dinner one evening, listening to you and you say you are now the story of a boyfriend with you to get things shopping malls the price of a cake for you … … When will the end ah? I find it difficult to … … may be affected by their own making, but could not feel my mood-driven … …

You can hear her on the Hello, I am very pleased, very happy for you, for you have been told you to pay a little more for him. But me? I can comfort the pain of heartache? Who can understand? Fortunately, I have a friend to listen to me say they want to say, let me have a heart at thatso please be a little bit of comfort … … not a lot of demand, which is enough! I am grateful to my good friend Wu Di, you are truly happy together.

A night time is very short, but in two hours that I mentioned so long?have passed, and very glad to say that I was still alive. Not for themselves, only for the family, as it has been alive and can not remember why

Tomorrow, how? I do not know, is still feeling bad, but try to live on the face, in the face of many, many, even though you do not want to … …

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Friday, April 24, 2009

I love

Do not know when I know that my choice is wrong, may be cheap hoodies mens c a hoody offensive cheap t-shirts mens affliction to his father from the beginning, you may see the situation in his home began. I love him, but I can not stand the self-esteem a lot of things, but often he does not understand my point. I do not know that I love to give you much pain or other. But you brought me a lot of change!
As a result of the emergence of you, I started to deceive the family. To us better, I think of a way to at home for money, but think of his family to do everything, I feel like I a fool. Every time we quarrel almost entirely because of his home. Family is not sick, how the house is like, or a relative was sick or not to take a look? More than they have to ask him. I do not know if he is right at home parents?
When he first hit me, I feel alive, too boring, and even my most dependent on people who will love me. How do I? lastest evisu hoodys I pay too much for him, since I do not know how to live! I live very tired, tired with him, if I leave him I can not do. I sometimes think I do not have neuropathy, I rely on him more than I rely on their parents!
I am suffering, I do not know how to choose, let me go home now at home, I can go back to it? I can go back to back? I do not want to harm their families, they have to pay too much for me.
Although women ca hoodys he or she has become a very good, but how do I choose! ! !
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Friday, March 27, 2009

Warmth 1

Faced with a pair of husband and wife cope with economic change, the winter that year, his career almost suffered a crushing defeat.

They had to move out of the warmth of luxury apartments, rented at the outskirts of another simple house. Cold damp room as they were feeling.

He told her Trust me, will be up well! Her letter.

During the day, weighed down by him on the outside, and sometimes the whole day or one phone call back. She understood him and I know he has done on the outside are for their future.

Prada Hand Bags Evening at home most of the time, he is always a person sitting in the computer data before the search, organize messages, play phone customers, and then fell to sleep,

Little chat with him and her. She understood him and I know him very tired and need a break.

But no matter how tired he must take a bath every day, it was his habit for many years to develop. Only a simple bathroom shower, which made her miss home warm once set.

Think of the previous day, she and some sad, because she suddenly found that he do not care about her.

She no longer after their well-being, which take a bath on this matter will be able to look out.

In the past, he always let her speak first wash, but keep himself in the living room or a bromidrosis study until she finished. This kind of pride and touched her once.

Now, however, always have to wash him. Whenever she walked into the bathroom, he would suddenly say, I will come!

And the bathroom she heard the sound of water, refining its stand the hard life of a gentleman of his demeanor changed their, and it even reduces his love for her, why should not she want to continue to allow him a her? This is not that he is no longer love her?

Then one day, she finally could not resist, and asked him why. Treng him for a long time that one day run on the outside, the bromidrosis an uncomfortable, so hurry to look red.

She is almost desperate. He no longer hurt her! She not only lost their homeago, and is losing her husband39s love.

On that day, as usual, go out of him. Bored to death, she opened up his computer. She was surprised to find him on every day at the computer diary!

She slowly read, read, and then tears left gurgle.

See this section of her characters Today she asked me why I always want to get ahead in her take a bath?

I did not tell the truth, I fear me she is sad, very cold bath.

But I know that After my shower, it will increase the temperature inside a little bit, 3 degrees, 2 degrees or 1 degree.

I think so, take a bath at the time she will warm the number, right? At this difficult and cold days, I think, I can at least Prada UK give her the warmth 1 , right? !

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Last Love

That August afternoon, the window of the canopy rain dripping rhythmically, crisp and depression, as wen tell me to listen to that story.

Me and the Man Living in a small county in the same, but missed met before but now, in this population have the millions of Chuncheng, our acquaintance, and because aircraft. Man and a good friend of mine a time when the aircraft arrived at the World Expo in Kunming, Needing You, and I guess with unusual eyes, they are a pair of lovers. Man looks speak love and very serious. But through her glasses, I noticed her eyes hidden trace of the depression is not easy to grasp. Since Friends are friends, so soon, we done.

At noon that day, go out the emergency aircraft, and my man at North Station, a small hotel room. Wen said that we go to drink tea. I think the aircraft is not, I better not go out with her, turned down a Her stubborn but not stand up to the invitation, they went to.

Drizzleunderground, and a bit cooler, but not cold. We walked into the small hotel across from the restaurant near. There is across the screen at the tea room, we sat down. Very quiet here, through the blue glass windows looking outwards, an obscure town.me, the voice of the rain canopy is very rhythmically at the bottom rung of the streets, as someone at murmur.

Drinking our tea, the seeds, chatting gossip. There is music gently rang up, are rain. As the heart was wet with rain, we did not speak 100. Man looking out the window, motionless, like the lovelorn puppet.

I said, are not you have feelings? Mulberry Bag

Wento watch before the cup, looked gloomy, and seemed to fall into the past of time and space. She said that the flights are not all what you say?

I smiled, and said not necessarily, such as your thing.

She said that we do not have the story.

Wen eyes more deep depression, she said that you are willing to listen to a story? My story.

I know that man is to tell me something, though, and now I do not know why she wants me.

I said, you speak, listen to me.

Thus, in this melancholy city, in the melancholy rain, and melancholy music, I listen to a melancholy Girl tells the story of a melancholy story.

My hometown in Sichuan, the sixties to the father of Yunnan, at present we live in that small Discount Mulberry county in teaching Forever settle down. Before my mother at work in Xinjiang, I do not know why they combine. I was born in Xinjiang, my childhood was spent in Xinjiang, Yunnan is not only my person, therefore, also in Xinjiang and Sichuan. Living my childhood now Nothing impression, and only from the first day until now, everything I remember clearly.

Just on middle school when my sonhomefrom Sichuan to the Schoolus, live in our home. My only elder sister had to go north-eastern university, and no one at home with my playing, I am very lonely. Therefore home a cousin, Tim, I was very happy. Cousin tall, and face outline is clear, very handsome, a bit like a movie that Ken Takakura. I am particularly well for him, though he is singleson, at home to coddle very, very, in our home, it is obedience to me. Naughty, I want him to feed me rice, at my hair bow bar, give me the portrait, to help me beat sitting behind me pulling my hair for boys, according to him have me. I was also small, so our father mother look better, feel also very happy to Sunday so that we usually go out to play.

You know, our small county that narrow place, surrounded by high mountains, there is no fun, but we are still very fun to play. Bright and sunny day, we went to the top of the hill flying a kite, Net butterflies, hide and seek. Usually cousin to pick wild flowers created a beautiful wreath, worn on my head, holding me to ah, to ah, that I am like a small bride. Well excited about my ah, hanging on his neck, I want him back, back home go. True my cousin on her own, like a swift running, I V on his back, happy to close their eyes and feel like lying on a comfortable flying in the blue sky and white clouds on.

Cousin almost nothing to me, that is, from my study on nevertemper. Once I give him want to write my homework home, he refused, saying that he helped me write me or do not understand. I said do not you give me since I wrote you on ignore, he said that if I invite him to my homework on him since then ignore me, and she sits too far away from me and make me to ignore the look like. I would not dare tell him to give me write. Mulberry Purse

I say that these sentimental things you are interested in listening to it? Wen said.

I listen to it, I said.

I say this, just want you to know me and cousin are very good. Wen said that now that you do not feel tired, I will then speak.

Read third time, I think he has grown up, and sometimes stand in front of the mirror to see themselves, but also self-righteous. Hou class at that time the majority of our classmates are poor, those from rural girls down, while also nice, but hair and sallow, throughout the year so a few pieces of old clothes to wear, and I, have your favorite skirt and high-heeled shoes. At that time there is a movie called red girl , very popular, so popular among classmates at red shirt, and I have several pieces. 16-year-old girl, some things do not need to be taught, do not read books, they understand. Some men and women in the Student class quietly wrote a letter, Chuan-note, and sometimes go to a movie together. Once there is some boys are also quietly put a piece of paper on my Writing case, the good want me with him. Scoff at me, no onethem. Comparable to how they do my cousin? I thought of one cousin, she ate just as sweet as honey. If he wrote a kind of note to me, how happy I will.

Middle school or three years have passed, and in these three years, I had almost no trouble, has always been fun. All this is because there is Cousin. Cousin, so are my heart bloom a beautiful flower. Home people do not care about me in thinking that as long as my score well, they satisfied. Father Senior Services are historical, deep culture, and his desk, let39s do the Historical Records , Mirror for a class I can not read the book. Normalhim, likes nothing to hide their own study writing articles. Mother at the county government to work, living as well as the law of the pendulum, after work, the cooking,. Us after school, ate mother to do the rice, start review on homework. At my grade one class, but want my father test areas are the focus of high school, a big stress on the regional focus of our county at Senior enrolled for one year only a dozen people, so many candidates throughout the county than Qianjun Cyclones have been difficult single-plank bridge, I had no choice but to study day and night ah, learn, a lot of spare time on such books were taken away, and now want to really regret.

Test of a Sunday school for students of emotional adjustment, organization of students in early high school graduating class went to the countryside. The other day and my cousin arethe morning, pack up their belongings out the door well. On the way cousin quietly ask me Wen-Wen, you do not go together with everyone? I said how about you? He said that did not. I said, well, we diverted to somewhere else. The results of our walk to the river far. The summer the river water when the water rose a great time but did not rise very shallow, he can not mind my knee. Those days did not up water, so water is very shallow. Although the morning, still cool, but we are all excited, and put shoes off, sitting beside the river on large stones,into the water and gently stir. I saw a cousin of grasping the pebbles, in the side of the stone on painted eyes looked at the river spellbound. He wore a white T-shirt, below the big green dress, waist line is also a military belt. That year, popular girls in red shirts, popular boys in uniform. Listen to my cousin said that his dream was when a soldier, middle school graduation that year, he secretly go take part in medical application, but was uncle pulling back because uncle and aunt do not want their own sons as soldiers, so Cousin of soldiers is only a dream would never dream of. I go past, the hand at his shoulder, the next scene I can remember only months perhaps, and I never want to leave my cousin, and my life together. Do not Saycousin, we immediately are faced with life39s destiny final Mulberry Handbags exams, and now our task is to do a good job of studying. I said no matter what, you should not leave me.

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Last train

There is a girl to the country to visit friends, but stay for too long, and finally had the last evening of catching the 1000 bus to go home. When the girls arrive at shelters, are around 2145, she want to, because the bus is not yet over, so you girls on the start and so on and so on.
However, until the 10 o39clock, the bus is not how come? Are delayed it?
Car less the countryside, in the dark night, surrounded by quiet, only one person at the girl faint lights in shelters waiting for the bus, the girl was afraid to start some of the bus is not —- how come? By 1015, it is a wonder, how could a bus running behind schedule, so powerful? Or the bus had been at before 945 gone in advance? Girl Afraid, but that is just told myself Do not be afraid, perhaps more slowly the bus opened, and then wait a little longer, we will come!
This Girl courage, a people at shelters, etc. continue! And so on! And so on! To 1035 finally —- —- —- bus finally appeared in bright lights! The last bus finally came! —- But how to open the bus so slow? Open slow? Girl heart suddenly felt an unknown and anxiety! Let it be so! Anyway, like a bus coming! Girl calm again told himself Do not ever be thinking about that, and there is a bus ride like a go home! At this point, the bus slowly opened to the Before shelters. Why? How the bus doors are open? The bus did not stop, just continue to move forward slowly. Girl on, jumped on Mulberry Purse the bus go! Girl jumped into the bus, the look left, look right, it was strange, how even one passenger did not? A closer look one Why? How would not have the drivers and conductors? —- But the car has also been clearlyyou! Now, girls scared of the whole body, face livid, one wrong look, they immediately decided to jump into the car quickly —- go! ! ! The girl jumped off the bus, shock and saw the car was still moving forward slowly when the car made the sight of girls, the girls suddenly Mulberry Handbags find
—- The driver and conductor, both with sweat, is to make the strength of infants do with the car at the back of force to push the bus broke down!
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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Newspaper will be the same tomorrow

Life, no one can escape the experience of failure. Genius is no exception. Swedish Master Ingmar Bergman movies recognized by the world of modern cinema39s most influential directors also have failed memory.
Read On the Bergman movie, the book talking about this one thing handmade jewelry in 1947, the movie Indian ship bound for fixation, the debut near Bergman arrogant, self-feeling great, that this is one Department of masterpiece, No one of any one foot cut off, even the preview they did not rush the premiere. The results can be imagined, copy a major disaster, terrible!
Bergman in the wine drunk costume jewelry at fashion jewelry the unconscious, the next day at an apartment up the stairs to wake up and watch the film critic on a newspaper, the unspeakable.
Also at this time, his friend, smiling,to say one sentence. Friend said Tomorrow will be the same newspaper.
A standard Western-style humor.
These words give comfort deeply Bergman. Tomorrow will be the same newspaper, the phrase soon will be ridiculedpast, you should strive for in tomorrow39s newspapers to write the latest on the best content. Bergman are lucky, at the border crossings failed him, friends do not booed, but with philosophical and humorous words of comfort to give him a unique force.
Bergman from the failures and lessons learned, the next production of a movie, just go FREE recording department and processing plants, learned with sound recordings, Chong films, printed films of all, have learned the camera and lens. Since then no technology canhim, he may want to achieve their desired effect. Movie Master on this generation to grow up.
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