Sunday, May 3, 2009

Ingenuous

Sunday I break classes, and a lot of friends to play, there are a lot I ugg bags do not know, we went to the KTV, I sat there, watching them sing so glad, so lively, so vibrant! I found that I no longer a child, and their two worlds seems to be, we do not over a wide range of age, but the heart, is already walking a parallel line, and he seemed to never be able to play together, I is a very casual life, and in the workplace over the past year, I changed a lot, become old, not the appearance of old, but old heart! Sometimes I do not want to control my life chores, I just want to have this go on, but sometimes not allowed to manage, every time my sister called me crying, I heard her cry of pain in my heart very much, and sometimes always hard-hearted to do not want to control, but each time for being soft-hearted, to see them again for each compound was very pleased! Sometimes I think they have grown up, no where in my umbrella, they are free to go outside to get wet in the rain, I do not want to use my umbrella to protect ferragamo bags them because they grow up, they can be properly life top dior bags and solve some problems!

Thought I was a child of the people there, but now I have lost heart!

Perhaps the loss of childlike innocence is the loss of happiness, I do not want to be happy, I just want to live the life I now numbness in my eyes is not happy, not happy at the points, so I live every day. On the contrary, I

More like the life!

I would rather not listen to the songs melody, do not listen to the lyrics, only to prevent people bother me as a tool!

This simple life, oblivious to all this, living a life of love, I hope my friends happy

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Feeling pain

Night, sleep has been repeatedly.

Because of the feeling of pain has not subsided slowly … … I think a ed hardy hat lot of night, had wanted to, but I still want to use the text write it down. Because I onlymy heart so I can be calm fishes.

I recall that scene last night, I feel sad about it in the blood … …

Let me recall the feeling of your figure is so fuzzy, I desperately want to think of the what, but found only.

Can only recall that the first meeting of the scene, we are so strong admiration for each other. Needless to say, what seems to each other will be able to pay attention to each other39s heart.

QQ I remember the night you asked me … …

When you asked me the impression of how you like, I say direct the voice of my own.

You are so tender affection for the people, so petite, so people feel the need to care.

Only remember the first time on duty to accompany you.

Only remember the first time travel … … do not write out some of the province of you and me ugly

When I let them struggled, I just have an impulse. Just want to made a SMS would like to forget quickly, hurry up and release.

Because I simply can not afford such a painful torment … … is very hard to find he had lost the memory of

Breaking up with such a long time, and I have been fit, has been living in the memory. See the mutual affection red bull hats has been the love for you a favor, please?

To be so hard for you. So that I can ever wean ourselves off a heavy heart. You say impossible on the line we have. Thank!

I grow hair after a sigh of relief … …

When I received the text message you when my heart is completely relaxed. I finally do not have to fulfill their promise. Because such a person a year is a very hard thing, not to mention I do not want to wait three years, such as the. Have been deeply hurt a girl, only one, only the hope of alleviating my guilt, I fulfilled the commitment of her own I no longer love three years

However, I favor, such as encouraging but you sent me a text message Are you free this evening it? I now feel very good meal with me can it?

I dry the … … I have repeatedly told myself calm, you have repeatedly warned their impossible. That is because I understand you, because you will not change his mind again

But the reason I have been clear, my heart was always thinking, thinking that even if only a glimmer of hope for the poor I would also like to hold, as has already lost too much, I do not want to allow the fishes from the hope that once again I away.

I, pick up the phone give the squad leader to fight the past I do not go to work today, and I even considered absenteeism, it does not matter. I was in Chi Town

I am in a hurry and see you, you know? Would like to know what is refused to give up, or hope. Was already 530 and 630 you have to see me.

If I do will be the car to go home 600

I spite of all, directly call a taxi to go home. Because I need to be prepared, you need to see a new me.

Changing clothes to go home to bathe, wash your hair. And then I saved a little time.

I have not forgotten my promise, I promised to be in next year39s Valentine39s Day to send you a bouquet of roses I promised to eat pizza with you I promise to give you a lifetime of happiness although I can not still remember

So with a little bit of time so I went to buy flowers, for fear of wasting time running to the culture I Street, finally found a florist. But the owner said that the need to purchase, I can not increase the money and let some time. Because I never want to let you and so on, because I know the taste of others

Finally, late or … …

When I ride downto find you, so you still let me down … … morning, hoping that the greater the greater the disappointment

Expression of indifference to tell you what I refused to give up … …

If you cold tell me what is broken heart … … in fact knew this would be directed at but then came a ray of hope

The flowers onto the counter, I still have to do a fitted look very happy and asked you not to eat. At the same time to ask you to eat your pizza.

Already on board and then memorize the lines, but you did not export before the word, you let me incoherent expression

Accompany you go along, we have been in that road to go. Or that road, or that scene, or you go in front of me with you about

When you stop at a restaurant to eat before that, I am very happy. As if to say, may have the opportunity to speak, to have the opportunity to stop and really rare

To do with food, I have not remember how many there have been back many times. Still looking at your eating habits, watching you eat like that … very cute …

Finally have the opportunity to say they want to say, really feel very lastest ed hardy caps happy … … but you have to open so that I can not talk about

I do not know if you have no heart, you know that feeling sad about it? Difficult subject, just like your heart has been bleeding, it can not use language to describe

You say you are now on your boyfriend how good, how the rich silence of his house.

Let me drop the hearts of a thousand battles … … to what I find? Oh … … I slowly come to understand a

You say you are sad, you said your boyfriend, with the odds you you said he did not listen to you, you say a lot between you unhappy … …

To tell the truth, I am not a man. If so, turned away but I think I have done a man can do! Because I have been on about, to meet with you in order to maintain grace, I remember … … When I say that while listening to your advice but you have to side so you know how I feel it? Hard, you know? Heart has been bleeding when I went to eat rice all. To be honest I have the heart to die

Two and a half hours, I would like my life is not more than two and a half hours longer this time. Long so I am afraid, very afraid of their own be able to live

I was trying very hard to do in these, maybe you do not know, you do not know when a love of your People39s News fishes so poor a hope to find when you hear what they are feeling. Perhaps you do not understand things people do not understand what they should do should not be done. In order to alleviate the suffering of their own heart, I have to bite through their lips you know? Because then there is no pain worse pain, and suffering great pain can compare

Accompany you for dinner one evening, listening to you and you say you are now the story of a boyfriend with you to get things shopping malls the price of a cake for you … … When will the end ah? I find it difficult to … … may be affected by their own making, but could not feel my mood-driven … …

You can hear her on the Hello, I am very pleased, very happy for you, for you have been told you to pay a little more for him. But me? I can comfort the pain of heartache? Who can understand? Fortunately, I have a friend to listen to me say they want to say, let me have a heart at thatso please be a little bit of comfort … … not a lot of demand, which is enough! I am grateful to my good friend Wu Di, you are truly happy together.

A night time is very short, but in two hours that I mentioned so long?have passed, and very glad to say that I was still alive. Not for themselves, only for the family, as it has been alive and can not remember why

Tomorrow, how? I do not know, is still feeling bad, but try to live on the face, in the face of many, many, even though you do not want to … …

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